…Is the polite rudeness of the school Ok, so its Thursday morning and the biology exam is on at 9:30, which I didn’t attend because I had given up on biology a long long long time ago. After asking numerous people what I should do, should I tell them I’m not going in.. Should I just [...]

Thats my attitude. I guess I have up and down weeks now. Though, generally lacking enthusiasm. For awhile I thought I was on an up.. But no.. no.. failure comes to mind. And not only to mind because I’m thinking it, but other people are thinking it towards me also. And I’m starting to feel [...]

Can you believe its just over 4 weeks left…? I CAN! Its brilliance at its best. Amazingness. A reason to live even! … Okay, so a little over the top.. but can you tell I’m excited? One thing I’ve noticed is that I’m actually starting to enjoy school more and more as its nearly over. I [...]

BULLSHIT. Basically, that sums it up methinks. I can’t get over the fact that all these people who have went through the leaving cert and now are making up the decisions that we should continue this state exam because its absolutely amazing, are actually so doused in stupidity for making us continue with this. Its not [...]

In the morning, I have oral. An oral. A german one.

Interrigation in a language that isn’t your first.

Chances of fucking up, very high. Its so incredibly intimidating.

If you say something wrong, you could get stuck in quite a nasty mess. And thats what I hope to do.

Don’t worry. Its only the pres. It’s not like its the leaving cert, that damn state examination. Yet everyones going mad? Pages, wasted ink, insanity, shiny exam paper pages.. I swear that soft shiny paper keeps me amused for a whole one third of the exam time.. nattering, more pages.. god what a waste of [...]